Timshel

It feels like the only time I write something in this blog is when I'm on my way to a new adventure. I leave in a month. Heading back to Lombok and back to the surf. It's gonna be amazing to meet all the champs over there again. And the surroundings and the village and the ocean. Three weeks and then I'm on my way. 

It feels a bit different this time, like it always does. Last year when I left Sweden I felt like I knew what was coming and I knew what I could expect. I was so excited and I had the time of my life. I learned a lot. Most importantly I learned that you don't always, all the time, constantly have to be excited and oon top of the world when you're traveling. It's ok not always to be the happiest person on earth and it's ok to hate being on the road. And I think that's why it feels different this time. I know that I'm going to meet amazing people and create a lot of good stories. But I also know that during those days that I don't write history with someone else I can do it by myself and the page can be empty at the end of the day. It feels like I'm more excited about going to quiet places on my own than I've been before. I want to meet and talk more to the locals. I want to see that rock in Sri Lanka and I want to sit on that bumpy bus with my headphones on listening to a lifechanging tune. I want to do yoga in the sunset and I want to surf during sunrise. But don't get me wrong.. I'm still gonna dance my feet of for a week without a break and I'm still gonna stay in Hikkaduwa for as long as I want. Just because I can. FREEDOM my friends. Freedom.